Jealousy

I have no idea why I am acting like a kid and getting jealous over nothing. He's not even mine in the first place. The pain was so overwhelming that it felt like a part of me had been viciously robbed away in front of my eyes. There's nothing I can do except to watch my heart get stabbed and bleed profusely. I felt so helpless and betrayed. The feeling was nostalgic. The pain didn't hurt, what hurt more was the heartache that called upon me eventually. I had experienced the same thing before. It must be love but an unrequited one. I feel like a pathetic loser trying hard to stay positive and motivated but all you did was to crush my hope without lifting a finger. What have I done to deserve this? Life is unfair. Time is running out for me. I don't know how much longer will there be before I get released. Thank you for giving me a dream and to crush it later on. I'm happy that I don't have to think about you anymore.